Losing an illusion makes you wiser than finding a truth. ~Ludwig Börne
Maybe that’s true, but it still makes me sad. After all, living in a dream world is pretty nice.
I remember when I first began writing, I harbored the illusion that I’d be a “natural,” that I’d write brilliantly without even trying. It was hard to show my writing to anyone at first because, well, I knew what would happen. My illusion would be shattered, and I’d have to face the truth. I could be a good writer, but it was going to take work.
Until I actually let someone read my stuff, the illusion could continue. I could pretend I was an undiscovered genius, and as a writer, pretending comes quite naturally to me.
But that’s long over now. Now the work.